When you feel lost, when you don´t know who you are anymore, when you lost your inspiration, you have to come to the point “do or die”. To take all the power you have and really truly want to ride the highway of your soul. No more dark side paths of lingering.
You have to want it with all your being, even if you are depressed or don´t know how to start. Then really magic of life happens. Then comes something or someone into your life which moves you. Moves and shakes you that you wake up and gain a new perspective, it opens new door.
It works everytime. Don´t worry about hows and whens. Don´t worry at all. Just long for the light. Work on regaining your innocence, purity, curiosity and passion. When you manage to activate your inner fire, when you live what you love, what excites you, you raise your vibration, you do more what is your soul purpose, you are on the good track.
You have to feel alive. You have to feel purposeful. You have to share your divine gifts. It´s so very needed in this world.
I had an amazing session with my friend Miki yesterday. From time to time I need help with my transformational symptoms, to relieve my body and to renew the energy flow in my whole system. The purification and energetic upgrades are lately really challenging for me, so I was very open and grateful to receive her assistance.
Pleiades
At the beginning I asked for a channeling. Miki is an excellent channel for the divine guides, angels and galactic family, and she is a pure conduit for their messages and energies. It is always very beneficial and enlightening to work with her. I felt since few days that somebody in the ethers wants to speak to me and I should receive a timely message.
Miki´s pleiadian guide – Shakuna – came forth, and gave me very profound energy healing for my body and chakras. I felt almost immediate release of old negative survival energies, emotions, and fear. I felt stronger my emotions from my childhood and physical symptoms which are bothering me since four years – tension, pain, heaviness, contraction and irritation. I felt and saw clearly my own blocks, limitations, and how much they are crippling and influencing my body. Shakuna´s healing was like a miracle… She was working on me and Miki was simultaneously channeling her message for me. I went in a strong trance state while receiving the blessings. I felt soon much better, relieved, lighter, relaxed, and charged with so much energy. My body was made of dozens of sparkling whirls and I was just observing and feeling the flow. It was heavenly.
The messages I received shook me very much and were resonating with my intuition, I was happy to have their confirmation of my inner process. I´m working consciously on this subject since maybe one year, but they reassured me to put much more effort in it. And explained me the connection between my resistance, self-made protection, diseases, my spiritual development and manifestation.
After the session I was suddenly so flexible in my spine – which is connected with the release of emotions and negative energy from the heart chakra. I felt that the energy is finally moving freely again, my body was energized, relaxed, flexible, lighter.
I understood how much is the human negative thinking influencing our posture, breathing, health, aging. We literally create our diseases just by being negative – fearful, complaining, judging, suspecting, being in victimhood, giving up, focusing on what bothers us, blaming the outside… Everything creates a tension, contraction, blockage.
Shakuna explained us that there is more than 360° how to perceive/see every situation. We choose like robots the negative, we are tuned to a very narrow range of perception, and it mirrors then how are we (not) able to appreciate life, lessons, people. We automatically react negatively and therefore we create contraction, limitation, and more negativity. For our life and for our body.
When we reprogram this and make our perception wider and train ourselves not to react negatively, it´s going to raise our vibration, make the purification/transformation easier and faster, expand the consciousness wider and heal our whole sickness – of the body and mind. We should train ourselves to tune into higher more positive range, same like when we tune our radio.
I guess you read it as me a dozen times, but this time I really understood it, I experienced it viscerally. It helps, I tell you. 😀
I can help you with this body purification and releasing the contraction, with renewing the energy flow in your body, I´m developing my specific magical technique and my approach since few years. But to experience this via long distance energy healing and download from the E.T. beings was really cool. 😀 C´mon! If you are interested, contact my friend Miki. I highly recommend her.
The sparkly sentence „what you don´t like on others is just a reflection of yourself” is really true. But one needs to be ready to face it.
photo: Peter Pavlik
This magical enlightening moment came for me ca 4 years ago, when I was finally ready to start to realize, how many self-created illusions and false self-belief I was carrying. Oh God! The deep healing of my inner child started. I was postponing it so many years, I didn´t want to look at it, I didn´t want to admit that I have those ugly emotions inside of me. It was quite a furious period, I have to say. I have to laugh out loud now, as I picture it.
Yes, the blocks are ugly – negatively judging other people, self justification, greed, doubts, fear, low self confidence, manipulation, jealousy, possessiveness, pretending to be what we are not… It doesn´t matter, if we aggressively demand recognition and approval from others, or go in the passivity of the victimhood, self pity, depression. It is horrible and drives us all nuts. But it is our heritage and task on the planet to transform it in ourselves and in the collective consciousness, to raise our vibration, to raise above the lower human level, and to transmute our being into our higher healed purified self. We are much more than we see, than we admit, than we believe.
I (slowly) learned to see the value of every situation, every challenge, every “injustice”, every unpleasant encounter… It is a jewel telling me something crucial. I can now clearer recognize my limitation, pain, belief – which I need to change. I don´t judge myself anymore for how I feel. I (everybody) can always shift more and more to love, acceptance, compassion. I can´t afford not to be honest and blind to myself anymore. To ignore my shadow half doesn´t make anything easier. To push people with power and prove them wrong doesn´t make anything nicer. The only sense makes love, compassion, unity, respect, freedom, cooperation, kindness.
You can´t rush your life. You can´t push, when do you meet your true partner, when do you reach enlightenment, when do you master your blocks, when do you achieve this and that.
Everything has its right timing. Everything is aligned with your soul purpose and soul´s vibration. Everything is already here, even if you can´t see it. The whole Universe is working on that. Everything is on move towards you and from you.
To focus on what it is not here is waste of time and is blocking the divine flow. Creation is working out of joy, love, excitement, passion, life. Fear and expectation is a contraction, and the manifestation can´t work there.
If you want to create, you „have to“ enjoy your life. 🙂
A very easy way to raise your energy is music. Listening to music, dancing, composing, singing… feeling it´s vibrations, tones, letting yourself be enraptured, caressed, being in the present moment, feeling it in your whole being.
Music is nourishment for all our levels, it connects us in a jiff to the higher spheres, to joy, inspiration, excitement, passion, life. Music bypasses the ever controlling mind and reaches the heart directly. It animates again our inspiration. It opens without asking the door to our secret chamber and lets a lot of light and life in.
Search for artists who celebrate life, not death and slavery of this world. Seek new visions, love, joy, pure hearts, togetherness. Search for the new ways. Search for the energy which brings you to life, which doesn´t make you dull or keeps you imprisoned. Dance. Let your heart dance and your soul fly freely.
They need it.
As an inspiration I´m sharing a song of my favourite singer Maggie Rogers. She´s awesome.
How to find your dharma, when you have no idea what to do with your life? It seems to be the most difficult thing in the life, but it´s not. We have it often right in front of our noses, but we don´t dare to believe it.
Sörg, Sörgerwirt, https://www.soergerwirt.at/
Each of us has a certain talent, something where we are good at and what is our nature, but because of our upbringing and profession we simply don´t do it, we ignore it = we ignore ourselves.
We ignore the godsend, what we could do miracles with, which would fulfill us and which would pour pure fire into our veins. By ignoring it we are slowly killing ourselves, as my teacher says.
The easiest and most important is to follow our heart, our passion. To pursue those activities which are bringing us those feelings. The more energy and time we are taking for them, the more outcome we experience. Whatever it is – painting, dance, sport, working with people, meditation, studies, travelling… The law of attraction works miraculously reliably and step by step there will be new doors opening for us, new possibilities, meetings with the right people, discovering our other talents.
We will have many opportunities to overcome our own shadows and to step out of the comfort zone, overcome fear and self doubts. It is necessary, otherwise we won´t ever see what is beyond that wall, which we built ourselves. What is really hidden in us. What amazing things we are truly capable of. How intense joy and satisfaction we can have from our own work. How we can connect with other people and create the world, which we were always dreaming of. How much we can feel alive. How much we can be grateful for our life.
And this is worth all of those abandoned comfort zones.
Over time, my desire for “seeing” and understanding was spreading to another levels – I longed to find out where I came from, what resided hidden in me (initially I wanted to acknowledge only the divine :-D), what energy and abilities my soul carries, I wanted to remember the true essence of my being. I felt more like a cosmic being than an earthling. Over the next few years, I worked intensively to eradicate (sometimes even literally exorcize :-D) the victim program in me and discover the aspects that were feeding it. I recognized with a surprise my negative and limiting patterns of thinking, the tendency to give up, my prejudices, judging others, and many other programs. It all brought me ever more to the idea of unity, which I could not fully grasp yet, the unification of duality within myself, the acceptance of “the negative” or lower patterns of behavior and my weaknesses, the desire to be more forgiving, not judgmental of anything and to expand my ability of compassion. I have to say that it´s not easy for me, but I bravely continue to conquer them. 🙂
I understood that my enthusiasm about E.T. neighbors is closely linked to my process of awakening, healing, acceptance, integration and understanding. I took the detour (over other planets), and I´ve got a lot of help for my understanding from posts from Vashta Narada and Lyssa Royal Holt. Through reading the channeled information about the peoples of other planets, their awakening and mastery process, their history, their difficulties and their tasks, and through feeling their energies, I slowly started to recognize myself in their stories, my own hardships, obstacles and tasks. From Vashta’s energy images, I could easier recognize their energy footprint, and several times I found myself amazed that I knew some of those beings. The more I got rid of fear and judgment, the more I was able to look at the polarity and duality as an impartial observer. Vashta’s work has been a crucial breakthrough for me in “accepting negativity” and changing the point of view. Actually, it was about accepting my life on Earth and all its faces. I have experienced how the change of perspective is changing the whole reality. It dissipated much of my inner resistance that I could not move with before.
I understood that “they” are guiding me to myself, that they are showing me through themselves who I am. They are healing and activating me.
Lyssa Royal Holt – The Prism of Lyra
I had a period of several years when I felt a great desire and the need to know my name.Like the name of my soul, my fingerprint, true vibration. I was fixed on the idea that it must be a name. I tried to receive it in a meditation, but it did not work back then because of my dominating mind which held me in tension and expectation.
At some point, I left my comfort zone and fundamentally changed my life, and my process quickly accelerated. I stood in the temple in front of the statue of my master Shirdi Sai Baba one evening, and I asked from the heart, “Please, tell me my name, I want to know it, I want to know myself completely, please tell me.” I had a widely open heart on fire and stood before him without an ego, without barriers, just wanting to know the truth. And suddenly I heard my name clearly in my head. And then another one. 🙂 I discovered step by step that both names belong to one Sirian being, my guide, who is my future self, respectively I have connected myself with myself in a different reality and dimension. I was asking her for healing and help when I needed energy support in my process because I had an emotionally challenging times. I seemed to slowly integrate her energy into my system because I no longer feel her. When I call her, I only feel stronger my own energy and sparkling inside my body.
I had another experience again in the Baba Temple, when I asked for my name. I feel connected with the beings of a certain race, and I wanted to know if my soul exists on their plane and how it is named in the incarnation. And the name came to me almost immediately, easily. When I connected with this being, I felt just falling into deep silence, infinity and peace. There were no desires or questions, just consciousness and deep peace. I felt like I wanted to feel this way all the time, living this state in this life. It is my / our natural state of being. It’s a literally a superhuman goal, but I’m working on it. 🙂
As I became more receptive to different energies and able to distinguish them better, I began to notice that suddenly I was beginning to feel new energy in my energy field.I found out that my guides from different dimensions are visiting me at some level, and want to show me another aspect of myself, my blind spots, the past I have to let go off, the patterns I need to change. When I noticed that they wanted to work with me, and I opened up to communication with them, I noticed a clearer extrasensory perception. It’s easier to get the information. All the spiritual purification work, which was quite unpleasant before, began to be faster, easier. I was very pleased that raising of vibrations is really leading somewhere. 😀
I´m being contacted by beings which I have very strong connection with or which are my counterparts in higher dimensions. Recognizing them produces a strong reaction and activation in all bodies (physical and light) as well as vivid communication in waking state and asleep;it’s an unmistakable recognition.When I integrate this energy and learn what I have to learn, I usually no longer feel them, and there is no emotional response.
Lyssa Royal Holt – Galactic heritage cards
The key to the communication with the spiritual guides and my other incarnations was to let go off fear and openness – to the Universe, to God, to the other beings;as well as self-confidence and trusting my intuition, and getting my power in my own hands.
When I managed to get rid of fear, the communication on many levels opened, my intuition increased. When we get rid of the fear of the unknown, of other people, we solve so many problems… It opens up a completely different world, much better, with beautiful solutions, visions for society, for improvement, for development, for healing, for abundance. We will change our perception of the world, our motives, our responses, our lifestyle and our opinions. I really see the solution of all the problems of our society in the shift and opening of our consciousness. It is not impossible, it is necessary! We need to make a big leap towards unity, to integrate our internal polarity, which will facilitate our external unification, and this will allow galactic unification. 🙂 Until we won´t make it here on Earth, we will not reach the stars (I paraphrase what I read somewhere, I love this idea).
But I have the greatest confidence in our common process of ascension, I observe with joy and enthusiasm all those positive changes, I dance and celebrate, I learn to manifest more powerfully the life I want to live here. And I thank you from my heart, to all of you who help me in this and inspire me. <3
In my childhood, I was wondering how the SPACE looks like, where it begins and ends, how it looks like on other planets, and how it is with those black holes, traveling through space/time and all the abstract concepts that I didn´t understand at all. ? But because it was a too big cake for one cup of cocoa and I didn´t find any answers to my questions, I have put it off for a few years.But I was still enthusiastic about watching the day and night sky, feeling its infinity and depth, staring at the clouds, being enchanted by the stars in the night sky.
photo credit: Herta Kurath
Then something rapidly changed in 2012. I remember that day, the place and the feeling when “it” struck me – suddenly I got a strong inspiration and the desire to answer all these questions and to get rid of the fear of the unknown, of the stars and of what is beyond them. Suddenly I knew I just had to learn how the universe works, how it looks, and most importantly, who all is inhabiting it?
I unconsciously felt that I wanted to move from the separation to unity and face the duality, my fear, the feeling of weakness and ignorance. I wanted to know both “good” and “bad”, both inside and outside. I went into an in-depth study on the Internet, learned a lot of disturbing information and theories, but I did not give up and continued. I found out that a lot of people are actively engaged in contact with E.T. beings, channeling and healing through their energies; besides, I´ve got of course myself to many conspiracy theories and disclosure of governmental activities, etc. It was often an unpleasant study, but I just dove into itand I tried to find the truth.My intuition led me greatly, and when something was too much for me, I put off the topic for a while, and after a few years came back to it, with completely different consciousness and approach.
Almost immediately, as soon as I started this inquiry, I started having different weird dreams. Lots of vivid dreams, with many emotions and physical sensations, when I saw many spacecrafts following me, wanted to visit me, and I was excited, but I more scared, so I just ran away. 😀 But I knew very well what was happening.
Almost every night before bedtime, I felt a presence of one or several “people” at my bed, sometimes I had a glimpse of them and nearly got a heart attack. When I was just about to fall asleep, I felt a wave of energy flowing through various parts of my body, my brain, my heart, and I felt a lot of love. And fear. 🙂 I began to understand that they were healing and activating me, but at that time I still did not understand why, and why me. Hahaha.
After some time my inner sight began to improve, I started to see (in the dark) the energy, different beings around me and energy structures. I wanted to understand it so much! I pushed it and by that I slowed down my progress and deeper understanding. I was really annoyed. 😀
With those experiences, my heart started to open up more, the fear decreased and my curiosity and enthusiasm to go deeper increased, as well as a wish to get more clarity. Because I perceived a lot of stuff and did not understand it at all.
This period lasted for about 4 years, when I felt small steps forward, and I was more and more studying different sources, channelings and I was feeling into their energies. I practised discernment, intuition, and gradually got a good deal of clarity about what information is true to me, and what not. This is a very important ability – to discern and not to believe everything that one reads. 😀 Especially when we are opening to something we can´t see and don´t know. I learned how important it is to be aware of my motives, to believe my heart and intuition, to read between the lines and to recognize manipulation, and to constantly observe my ego. The more honest I was to myself, the more I revealed my feeling of inadequacy, the desire to prove something to myself and to fit in, the tendency to escape and to reject the present moment, and many other great qualities. 🙂 Actually, I did not appreciate myself as a human being. I did not know where it came from.
It’s a juicy and fruitful process, and I love it. I can heartfuly recommend a Q & A video by Vashta Narada, who talks about all these aspects and pitfalls. She is great in clear sharing of information, I very much resonate with most of it. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9PlihzCZDnE I find it a perfect summary, so I share it.
I was sitting in a meditation on my favorite magical spot and thinking, how grateful I am for all the
ancient indian knowledge which I was able to study and practise and use in many aspect of my life. Since the first moment of getting to know the mantras I was struck like by lightning and felt deep resonance, even though my mind was able to catch hardly few thousandths from it´s depth.
I enjoy meditation with mantras with all my being and discover more and more their benefits, healing powers, activation and empowerment.
I thought about the information I read few days ago, that all of our spiritual jewels and teachings known to human kind originates from many star nations – masters of healing, manifestation and transformation by sound and which practised these techniques hundreds of thousands/millions of years ago. It is fascinating to me, how amazing possibilities are now opening to us, which techniques and informations we have and can use for the global or individual benefit. I´m starting to understand more how we are all connected on much higher levels that we are used to think. Everything what an individual does and creates influences the whole planet, nature, collective consciousness, and through the DNA activation and transmutation also other nations in our Universe. We are getting out of the painful contraction of kaliyuga into an inhale and expansion, where we vaguely start to remember the true greatness of our soul, the unity and oneness from which we got mentally separated, the incredibly exciting possibilities of being which we can create.
I was flooded with a wave of gratitude and silent joy, I enjoyed the connection with the nature around me, the electrifying touch of my feet on the ground, the waves of joy spreading from my heart in all directions and penetrating the trees and bushes around me, the reaction of nature to my energy… I felt like in a sea of waves, playing with each other, creating new designs.
Suddenly I turned around and saw a couple of ducks which are often guests of this place. Mrs. Duck is very resolute and fearless, was coming straight to me, and Mr. Duck was rushing behind her to protect her. They both saw me, but without any hesitation or fear came directly to me, missing me in about 20 cm (we´ve never been so close sofar). They stopped at the beginning of the slope to a gorge. Mrs. Duck chose her place exactly, where she wanted to stand (next to a freshly planted rose bush), and she just stand calm and looking to right and left. Mr. Duck was lurking to me and checking my moves. I was feeling a strong connection with this unfolding event, with them and with the nature around us, it was a remarkable moment. Mrs. suddenly spread her wings and they flew to a little pond behind the gorge. They left behind certain intense palpable presence of something, which I couldn´t identify, but later I got it.
It was the energy of the new Earth – 5D Earth. I´m getting flashes of energetical experiences sometimes “as if I´m already there”, and this couple mediated it to me full time. I understood that this joy, open heart, oneness and feeling the Earth with my whole being I can have anytime. EVERYTHING is already here. I just need to align with it, raise my vibes and let go off the focus on “the problem” (discomfort, impatiens, pain, blocks, basically 3D…). This experience helps me very much in letting go and destroying my own mind jail. Cause “one has problems only when they think of them” (please read between the lines).
This moment reminded me even more intensely how important is not to judge people/situations from how they seem on the outside. Because those ducks are no ducks. 😀
The last three weeks, as the energy was rising and squeezing us up to 5th of May, I feel my cells in the body vibrate, dance, wiggle and set free from those old shackles. It´s not any gracious dance at all, I have to say. 😀 It is hard for me to relax on the physical and mental level, the body feels like in energetical labour pains. I´d compare it to this dance: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7BVMt9BCTy0
That´s why I put my focus in my morning meditation on relaxation and dove into my “serious” mind relaxation for the first time. I wasn´t very successful in the past, some days were just better and some worse. But I´ve decided to take charge few days ago. I was concentrating on my breath, relaxed my whole body, focused on my head for a while and simply let go off all thoughts. It felt like draining the sink. It was an immediate relief and energetic opening. Suddenly I was able to feel much softer perceptions, messages, beings helping me in my process.
REASONS WHY IS THE MIND STRIKING
One reason why we can´t control our mind and focus easily, why we have strange and disturbing visions and thoughts is a big leap in collective consciousness which initiates a turbulent process of purification. The date 5th of May was a strong culmination of few weeks energy rising, which caused a mass relase of old 3D rooted programs, thought forms and negative energies (being released in the transformation) from the collective field. Sensitive people can often feel it and it disturbes their balance. I felt strong shaking in the body (mostly abdominal area), dizziness and other symptoms, as were all the bodies cleansed. In this phase is the best advice to take plenty of rest, be in the nature a lot, and give up on using logical mind. 😀 It will go away in few days up to two weeks. The physical body is releasing toxins and old energies which don´t serve us anymore, the light body infuses it with high cosmic vibrations, and the whole process of healing and regeneration needs time and peace. We need to respect and honor it and give ourselves everything we need.
We received high positive energy and our ego is resisting the transformation. Sometimes one doesn´t feel ready for the changes which is Universe guiding them into, and so their defence mechanism prevails – tendency to slip down into the lower program/pattern of behaviour. It can be anger, stubborness, panic, feeling of a blocked mind which doesn´t allow to make choices, etc.
When we are in a capture of strong emotions, we can unlikely manage the situation in a new manner. Often we need to experience it many times until we are done with it. Then a “small apocalypse of ego” happens which facilitates a catharsis and we simply give up/let go, or we get an idea – why am I doing it every time when I can do it differently? And it launches a reprogramming process of our old pattern and from that point is making changes much easier.
It is important to be aware of your own reactions, self-sabotaging behaviour and weak points where we tend to escape into “autopilot”. Then you partly won. Next thing you need is self-discipline, self-love and constant relaxed self-observation. (No stress – imagine your higher self to sit under a parasol, drinking Aperol and gently showing you your cute flaws.) And each time when you notice your tendency to go down, you can choose to go up. 🙂
Each small success brings a big satisfaction, confidence and empowerment, it has a big impact on the whole energy level and manifestation. <3
The last three weeks, as the energy was rising and squeezing us up to 5th of May, I feel my cells in the body vibrate, dance, wiggle and set free from those old shackles. It´s not any gracious dance at all, I have to say. 😀 It is hard for me to relax on the physical and mental level, the body feels like in energetical labour pains. I´d compare it to this dance: