You can´t rush your life. You can´t push, when do you meet your true partner, when do you reach enlightenment, when do you master your blocks, when do you achieve this and that.
Everything has its right timing. Everything is aligned with your soul purpose and soul´s vibration. Everything is already here, even if you can´t see it. The whole Universe is working on that. Everything is on move towards you and from you.
To focus on what it is not here is waste of time and is blocking the divine flow. Creation is working out of joy, love, excitement, passion, life. Fear and expectation is a contraction, and the manifestation can´t work there.
If you want to create, you „have to“ enjoy your life. 🙂